Parachute

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down


I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you


Saya sgt suke lagu ni skrg sbb lagu ni sgt2 berkaitan dgn diri sy skrg ni..ermm sejak dr dulu sy ada masalah dgn org2 dikeliling sy..masalahnya ialah org sgt x senang dgn keadaan diri sy...sy sgt2 bersyukur dilahirkan mcmni cume org je x dpt terima kelebihan yg ade kat diri sy..sy x pernah nk membongkak..kdg2 bile sy nk sharing2 cite2 ttg keseronokan sy org2 dh mula rs lain..
Masalah org ialah perasaan hasad dengki ni..
okeh, masalah skrg ni, bile sy bgtau org2 disekeliling sy , sy akan menamatkan zaman bujang dy taun dpn, y dont they just feel happy for me?? nape pulak nk cebik muka, org buat2 x dgr kan?? its not like everyday sy ckp aku nk kawen...
So i just keep it to my self...although bkn sume lah yg buat cam2...hanya due org yg buat mcm2.. n org 2 ialah org yg rapat & mempunyai hubungan kekeluargaan dgn sy..
org tu mmg x suke tgk sy bahagia..maybe sbb die xde bf..but its not the point..since sy couple with m bakal laki dieorg kelihatan x senang duduk..

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound

Bakal laki sy mmg ade bakat dlm bidang seni..he good in drawing , singing and playing guitar.. just imagine bakal laki sy lukis gamba sy pon nk kutuk, buat lagu utk sy pon kutuk even bg hadiah ape pon kat sy sume x kena..

Bakal laki sy tu xlah kaye mane, xlah hensem mane but hati die baik & he love me and really care for me..so tu pon masalah ke bg dieeorg??

Cant understand why does they cant just see me happy??just because they didnt feel like i feel doesnt mean they can treat me like that..

So i wont tell anybody...mcm lagu ni..

Rception place Booked

yeahh finally dh berjaya book tempat 4 my reception..okeh jom kite intai2 pic where my reception will be heldala..tengok2 itik2 tu comey kan??

ni pemandangan dr luar..argg sweet..

ni plak the grand ball room..hihi..kat sinilah nk sanding sumer nnt..

ni pemandangan malam..sweet..tp sy xlah wat mlm..hihi

tadaaa...nilah tempatnye Kelab Golf Sultan Abdul Aziz Shah

i noe tgh hari td sy post tmpt tu dh penuh kn??tp after discussion & brainstorming with both parent n bakal laki so kite change reception date to 13hb.. so nikah still 11hb , 12hb kite rest..kikiki..warghh lega dh dpt book tempat so next step is the jurunikah.. actually plan sy nk nikah malam tp ayah ckp org jais x kerja mlm (eleh yg die tangkap org2 khalwat tu bkn mlm ker) xpe2 sabar jelah manelah tau tetibe jurunikah tu ckp leh nikah mlm kn?? hehehe

So sy dh suh ayah tny2 if kwn2 die ade knal jurunikah tu..leh la verbally book ..hehe..

ish 1 lg geram ngan jais ni, ade ke 1 kwsn shah alam ni 1 je jurunikah?? kate bandaraya..hired je lah 1 seksyen 1 jurunikah..gilos tol ar..sedangkan banting yg kecik tu pon 1 taman 1 jurunikah tau!!

okehlah xo hemo2 kite doa jelah segala urusan n planning ni menjadi k.. yeahhhhhhh

Wedding checklist planning v1

Nikah
Pelamin, Makeup,Hiasan2 (senang cite the wedding planner lah) --> AlanYesha
Baju Nikah --> NIzamSaad
Makanan Catering --> NurulIzzah catering

Sanding
Pelamin & hiasan -- > AlanYesha
Makeup --> AmyJan
Catering --> NurulIzzah Catering
Tempat --> ?????

ok ni sume planning dl, just tempat tu je xde..huarghh seday.. okeh maybe dlm list2 sy tu byk name2 yg x dikenali n biar sy perkenalkan except 4 amyjan lah kan..

Sape tu AlanYesha ??
Started their bridal business in 2010.. eheh..xtau nk tulis ape lg..senang cite actually ni kedai partner my sister in law..well memandangkan dieorg br start business so idea dieorg sgt lah menepati citarasa sy yg inginkan garden wedding.. so memandangkan die kakak ipar sy lg sy leh la byk songeh nk mintak mcm2..mcm pelamin idaman hati sy tu.. dieorg dh siapkan dh..hehe xkesahlah ade org gune dl b4 me janji pelamin tu n design pelamin tu mmg yg mcm sy nak..hehehe..

Sape itu NizamSaad??
Ermm ni pon ssh nk describe tp die ni dl amik fashion design kat UITM..n very talented gak..according to my sis in law design die bg sgt2 cantik & trendy.. so b4 ramai he got fame n harga die naik sy pon mengunakan perkhidmatan die cz i now 1 day he'll b'come successfull as rizalman or hatta dolmat..n one more thing die cousin my sis in law no 1..hehehehe...

Sape itu NurulIzzah catering??
okeh die ni xde kaitan kekeluargaan dgn sy..hihi..tp ari2 mama amik catering die n mama ckp makanan die sedap n bykkk..nnt kalo jadi amik die sy review makanan die k..

Sape itu AmyJan??
xkan x knal kot..dielah yg memakeupkan rozita cek wan tu..n dielah yg memakeupkan sume kakak2 ipar sy time kawen..so mmg wajib lah pakai die time sy kawen nnt..

okeh sume bende2 dh set..nnt dpt tempat..tangkap juru nikah suh gak die nikahkan sy date yg sy nak sgt tu then br lah sy book catering n amy jan tu..

okeh ni plak cheklist brg2 lain
Music time kawen --> nk panggil gamelan ( kene search ni)
Brg2 hantaran
ni list yg mcm sy nak utk hantran sy
Jam --> mebi swiss army/dkny xkesahlah
Kasut --> nak manolos blahnik!!! tp kalo over bugjet x jd lah
Handbag --> mebi coach kot..(tu je mampu)
Perfume --> Victoria secret
Telekung --> paris cotton

tu jelah nk beli pon
then nnt kalo terpk lain2 sy tulis next time jelah

Reception place

Warghh nk wat majlis lg 1 taun 3bln tp sume tempat2 yg sy nak dah penuh... ni senarai tempat2 yg mama dh call n dh penuh

1) Dewan Banquette MBSA
2) Kelab Golf Shah Alam

pastu tempat yg sy nk tp x dibenarkan buat majlis
1) tasik seksyen 7

Tempat2 yg mahal n disenarai itamkan oleh sy
1) Kelab Shah alam atas bukit tu - melampau tul sewa die 8k
2) Wisma PKPS - sbb die pki kuzi catering yg sombong n ske interprem tu
3) Dewan warisan sek24 - mahal gak sewa tetibe je naik dr rm1500 ke 3k xde aircond plak tu!!

Tempat2 yg blh dipertimbangkan kalo desperate sgt & kosong lg
1) Concorde
2) Blue Wave
3) Depalma
4) Pusat seni Islam (tmpt ni pening sket org makannye)

Tempat2 yg sy nk tp mama & ayah x bg cz takut hujan
1) Laman budaya
2) Taman belakang rumah
3) Taman dpn umah

warghhh mane nk carik tempat lg nih!!

Bride To Be

Seriously sy nk sgt buat blog bride to be mcm yg byk sy bace skrg ni..tp awal sgt x nak buat blog mcm tu? huhu... tp seriously sy nk menamatkan zaman kedaraan sy ni tahun dpn..thn dpn i mean akhir tahun dpn..so mmg lame lg..
tp xpelah..malaslah nk wat blog mcm tu...sy tulis je lah kat sini kan..lg pon sy ni bkn nye rajin nk mengupdate...tp seriously sy teringin sgt nk menulis psl persiapan2 perkhawinan sy wlpn lame lg..
arghhh im so so excited nih!!! its all begin when he suddenly pop up that question... tp still dpn die sy buat cool jelah kan padahal..im EXCITED!!!!
hopefully what ive plan menjadilah...
actually , sy sndr pon xtau yg die dh discuss ke blom with his family...i know family die mestilah setujukan since we have been too long in this relationship...tp ntah lah, die mcm x semangat je..alah laki nih mmg camni...
tp ntah ler..mebi die pon excited cume pening kot pk mane nk korek2 duit...hehehehe...i noe him very well...bile bab2 duit ni kepale die mmg pecah...tp sy bukannye nk mintak lebih2 pon..
sy dah ade plan baek punyer...n it would be cost efficient wedding.. mmg lah sy sgt suke wedding yg sgt grand since im the only daughter..n of course la kan mama pon nk wat grand wedding for me but still sy ni pandai berjimat tau!!!
so , dkt blog white cat ni gak sy nk bloging bout my wedding preparation..dont care!!
n once again IM SO EXCITED bout the wedding lah..but not so excited bout after the wedding...hahaha bole ke cam2??
yelah, actually sy sgt takut snbrnye cz nnt dh kawen kene masak, xde mama, xde ayah..then kalo die x nk blk sini, sy kene gi sane..n how bout my baby project?? i mean not human baby..but the project ive been working for at my company...i call it baby coz sy yg menbuat project tu from scratch to skrg ni dh masuk version 2..n now version 2 bos bg 2 years dateline...i really dont want anyone to take over this project...i really want to finish what ive been working for...
So, kalo die xnk blk sini, how bout my career??
aduhaiii...
but still, i want to bloging bout my wedd preparation gak although its lame sgt lagi...because IM SO EXCITED...hahaha annoyed already??
ok then...so bile2 sy rs sy nk blogging bout it then i put a label Diya'sWedding ek...TTFM(TaTaFromNow)

notakaki:IM SO EXCITED!!

Selamat berpuasa

Puasa tahun ni byk sgt memberi erti pd sy..x tau nape but sy mmg suka kan bln ramadhan..saye rs tenang bila tiba bln ni, sy rs syukur sbb dpt sambut ramadhan dan sy rs seronok sbb ape pon kebaikan yg kite buat pada bln ramadhan ni akan berlipat kali ganda pahala kite..
Oleh itu sy cuba jadi yg terbaik sepanjang bln ni..
Mlm lps lps terawih kat surau, ade sesi ceramah agama, cerita ustz tu ttg pentingnya ilmu agama.. rupa2 nye yg sy x tau selama ni, sepanjang kite berada di majlis2 ilmu malaikat akan mendoakan agar ALLAH hampuskan dosa2 kite. Majlis ilmu ni umpama sembahyang terawih 1000 rakaat.. begitu besarnya pahala kite bile kite berada dimajlis2 ilmu ni. Alhamdulillah, ALLAH panjangkan umur sy dan beri hidayat pada sy untuk berada di majlis ilmu tersebut.

Ayah selalu ajak sy pegi dgr majlis2 ilmu ni, tp sy mmg pemalas, ayah selalu gi majlis2 ilmu mcm ni, x dpt sy hitung betapa byk dah pahala yg ayah dpt..
Sy bersyukur sgt ada ayah mcm ayah..ayah lah yg mendidik sy agar jadi sorg perempuan. Ayah jugalah yg membawa mama ke jln Islam. Sy x dpt bayangkan kalo ayah x khawin ngan mama, dan sy x dpt cahaya Islam. Ayah lah yg akan membimbing Kami sekeluarga ke jln syurga.
Sy selalu berusaha akan jadi sebaik ayah, mengikut segala ajaran2 islam yg ayah ajar, tp ayah maafkan diya kalo diya x dpt jd sebaik ayah, sealim ayah.

Saya dapat rasakan arwah wan dan atok dlm kubur mesti berada di tempat2 org salih, sbb doa2 dr anak2 nya bermasuk lah ayah.. Ayah byk mewarisi perangai arwah wan.. ALLAH, jgn lah putuskan doa aku untuk ayah.. tempatkan lah ayah dikalangan org2 yg soleh...tempatkan lah mama juga ditempat yg soleh...

Neo nk tuttt...

Ish geram tol ngan si itam tu...x abes2 nk goda anak aku..tulah mane x berleluasanya gejala social kat malaysia ni??.. br bape ari lps aku tgk die bermesra-mesraan ngan samseng putih tu..pas2 skrg goda neo plak..neo plak ari2 ape kene tah...tetibe tergoda...seb baik lah aku ade...cpt2 menghalang perbuatan terkutuk tu..ish...
neo ni x sabar2..dah la sakit...tp stlh kene marah n ceramah ..die xmo dah kat itam tu...hehe...sabar jelah...itam ni karang...aku buang kat pasar sek 6 baru taw..geram nye..